I’m tired and I’m hungry and I’m drinking vinegar. It’s bitter and bitter, not bitter enough. But it’s fine for me, if it’s good enough for the Lord. But he was on a cross, I’m only feeling sorta sore. Now I’m all alone with my righteousness, but it doesn’t keep me good company. I’ve found fault in everything I guess, now I’m not so sure what I should just let be. Living gets harder the longer you live, but dying doesn’t seem to get easier. Those who taketh don’t often give. Maybe it’s not so wrong to need some savior. There was a time I reveled in my goodness, then I got the thought that doing that was evil. Now I see it’s not so simple, but I don’t want to know anymore, I just want to be humble. Right now I see that loving the neighbor means loving someone you’d rather not love. It gets bitterer and bitterer but better than vinegar and if you're doing it right it might get good enough. The longer I live I feel more out of touch. It’s not getting easier to love and understand. I think I see so much evil going un-judged. It’s not so wrong to need to be led by the hand. I’m still tired and hungry and drinking vinegar. It’s bitter and bitter, not bitter enough. Now I think I’ll give water a try coz I know the Lord did more than weep and cry.

If something is alive then something else has died to feed it But maybe nothing dies it’s just re-organized but that’s not how we feel it We are all so weak but we all can speak in some way And I can hold your cheek and find strength in telling each other we’re ok We don’t have full control but you can choose to console and that you won’t regret Time takes no effort, but time gives less comfort the more of it we get Now I wonder if there is anywhere outside of time and I wonder how we’d fit. With all these obstacles you may need some luck to get anything done. I’m sure you’ve found luck before everything doesn’t have to be a chore. You’ll find luck some day you don’t have to win any race You will find luck some day you can call grace. You don’t have to earn it all You’ll find gifts and gifts will find you you’ll get lucky some day and you can choose what to do. And you have time. You can give life. You’ve got time. You can give time, since you’ve got time. You can speak any time. You have time. You can be nice right now, you’ve got the time. You can dive into a second. You have the time. You’re alive right now. You have time. Go use it now. You’ve got time You will be fine You’ve got time You can improve too coz you’ve got time. You’ve got an hour, a minute, a second - you’ve got time. Oh time, go use it now. You've got time.

There’s not such a clear division between tears of dejection and tears of elation. There’s always a drop of each in each - some happiness in your sadness, some sadness in your happiness. You don’t have control over all that you feel. And your body will press up against your will. Your hands will shake, your cheeks will blush, your lips will quiver, your tears will rush. And you can't stop it completely. No matter how hard you try. There’s not such a clear division between thought and action. It seemed so clear before, but then your mood affects your thought. Don’t you act when you think, don’t you think when you act? Opposites don’t only attract, they all blend together strangely too. You don't have control over all that you dream. Your mind will press against what the world imposes. Your hands will shake, your cheeks will blush, your lips will quiver, your tears will rush. And you can't stop it completely. O your hands shake and your cheeks blush. Your lips quiver and your tears rush. You can’t get your words to come out right. They come so fast, but they’re surrounded by sounds. Then they stop and start in fits and starts. Your heart feels like it’s torn apart, but you can’t quite get it out. Is there such a clear division between you and me or do we blend together like tears and memories and dreams? Do you see such a difference between anything? When you cry your nose stings the same and your eyes get so big every time. You know it’s so real that’s the one thing you can feel for sure. Do you have more control over yourself than the world? What separates yourself from the world? Are your hands shaking? Are your cheeks blushing now? Are your lips quivering? Are your tears still rushing? You know you can’t stop them and now the whole world blends into your eye.

We should look at artwork like we look at mountains. We should look at mountains like we look at artwork. Take it seriously while you are laughing. Ooowaa ooowaaa ooowaaa hahahahahaha. How's it gonna be to love so completely? You can change quite easily. O don’t let it make you worry. Try to make the best of every situation. Every situation can be your guest. It's all particular, you can find some value. You can find some value in all the particulars. You can run the bases. Base your runs on something. I don’t know - just do it for fun Keep your eye on the ball. Don't swing til it gets close. Keep your eye on the ball. All you gotta do is make some contact. How’s it gonna be to listen so sincerely? You don't have to change completely. Just reverse the order, see what you can see. Even in baseball you can play but you don’t have to compete.